Hailey Lynn;; My daughter && my life!
I never knew I could love someone this much. As soon as i found out about you, I was so happy and excited but a little scared. Scared because I never thought I would get pregnant at 18 years old….I had this “plan”….after i graduated high school I was going to college;; finish that, get married and have kids….”the ideal” future. But for me that didn’t happen, I became a teen mom and I’m glad I did. Every day I became closer to you and my love grew for you and I didn’t even know you! Every moment, Every kick, was such i feeling I don’t know how to explain. You put me through hell in labor, but it was definitely worth it. To think the day finally came after wondering for how long what you would look like and was so anxious to meet you. There really is no bond or no love greater than a mother to their child. I believe that everything happens for a reason, you saved me. You gave me a purpose in life, you motivate me every day to get my shit together to finish college and get my degree and a good job so I can give you what you need and more. I want you to have a good life and go in the right direction when you grow up. But for now, we just take it one day at a time, appreciating every day with you and watching you grow. I love my daughter more than anything in this world and I would die for her. She comes before anything, she’s my life<3
